Loss

December 6th, 2009, 07:50 AM

Sorry for your loss. She was beautiful. Do you mind me asking what happened??

LesbianfCkk · July 25th, 2010, 07:07 AM

I'm so sorry for your lost I can't say I know what it's like to loose someone that way but i hope this doesn't come out offensive or anything I know the least thing you should be doing is discussing this with me but can I ask you what is it like ? that's never happened to me but i wonder what is it like ?

Lexi · January 12th, 2011, 03:52 PM

What a tough time...I lost my Grandmother 5 years ago in febuary...We were very close as we did alot of crafts and sewing together...The holidays are still rough without her. May she rest in peace. My heart goes out to you Tupi!

LesbianfCkk · January 16th, 2011, 10:53 PM

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Originally Posted by Jennifer23

It's always difficult, but as time goes on you tend to remember the happy times and not the end.

I bet it always is and well thats always whats suppose to be left happy times but life goes on and as life goes on for each one of us we should just try and keep on living it up.

Jennifer23 · January 16th, 2011, 11:10 PM

Yeah, you have to live each day like it's your last, Kim. That may sound negative, but it's true. Nobody knows when their time will come, so have fun!

Wolf_angel · January 23rd, 2011, 08:42 PM

In this we can honor our beloved one's teachings and love they gave us. Hugs

LesbianfCkk · January 24th, 2011, 02:51 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jennifer23

Yeah, you have to live each day like it's your last, Kim. That may sound negative, but it's true. Nobody knows when their time will come, so have fun!

Yeah I know thats pretty true I know its sad but you just have to keep on going like just think of it this way that's how you let them rest in peace.

Wolf_angel · November 5th, 2011, 03:00 PM

My feelings....I hate it when another tells me how I feel about something. Like they know what I am thinking and etc. When they dont know what I am thinking of. What may be ticking me off or upsetting me. Nor the things I have done to prove that I am who I am. Right now I am very mad at myself. Sad over the loss of another who I thought was going to keep their promise. Happy surprised and yet sad over comments made to me by my younger son and oldest grandson. Feeling like Karma thinks I deserve to be left alone, unworthy and not lovable by any man. Yet as I sit here fighting back the tears, I dont think anyone has any right to tell another how they feel. If this makes you mad at me I apologise for that. Yet I know what I have done, how I kept my word aka promises, how I strive to become a better person, how I have to keep on going. Yet right now I want to cry buckets of tears because I can. Although I will limit it cause it will make me eat the wrong things, shoot my bg's up just cause they can, forget to eat. Let alone do what must be done. Yet no one there to hold me while I cry No one to support me No one to love me as I am. No one to care if I am happy or whatever. No one there anymore. So I know this maybe a diatribe for others but its mine and how I feel right now. I dont want pity, sympathy or anything. I just want my Mom but she is passed on since 2001. So thus I have no one at all. Needless to say very lonely and such will be my life til I die. For now I have no trust in a man who one day decides that illegal drugs is better than me. And if you feel you dont want to or can be my friend anymore that is ok too. Just remember I always want the best for others despite what I am going thru now.

Elusive Unicorn · November 8th, 2011, 12:16 PM

aww {{{{{{{{{{Wolfie}}}}}}}}}} I will always be your friend. And I agree with you on the fact that nobody knows how you feel or what your are thinking. I myself hate when people tell me what I am thinking. They are always way off base. Right now I miss my grandma it realy me hard this year that I didnt get a a card on my brithday from her. The one thing I always got from her no matter where I lived. Even though its been a few years from her passing. I have so much going on right now that it made me relize just how much I miss her.

Wolf_angel · November 9th, 2011, 10:58 AM

((((( Elusive Unicorn ))))) No worries sweet pea! I know you will have some days its ok and wham it hits you hard when you least expect it. Yet I try to remember the funny days and smiles of my Mom. That helps a lot. I am hoping to get a memory book made of my family. I just have to get my house done and etc right now. Husband moved out and finally I am working on things waiting to be done. Hugs

December 6th, 2009, 07:50 AM	#1
Astette09 Guest Posts: n/a	Loss Sorry for your loss. She was beautiful. Do you mind me asking what happened??

January 23rd, 2011, 08:42 PM	#6
Wolf_angel A survivor of chaos Join Date: Dec 2001 Location: Where my heart is Posts: 3,147	In this we can honor our beloved one's teachings and love they gave us. Hugs __________________ May you walk in the shadow of the Great Spirit~To help others is a special gift we can either give or take~The more you give the more you receive~

November 5th, 2011, 03:00 PM	#8
Wolf_angel A survivor of chaos Join Date: Dec 2001 Location: Where my heart is Posts: 3,147	My feelings....I hate it when another tells me how I feel about something. Like they know what I am thinking and etc. When they dont know what I am thinking of. What may be ticking me off or upsetting me. Nor the things I have done to prove that I am who I am. Right now I am very mad at myself. Sad over the loss of another who I thought was going to keep their promise. Happy surprised and yet sad over comments made to me by my younger son and oldest grandson. Feeling like Karma thinks I deserve to be left alone, unworthy and not lovable by any man. Yet as I sit here fighting back the tears, I dont think anyone has any right to tell another how they feel. If this makes you mad at me I apologise for that. Yet I know what I have done, how I kept my word aka promises, how I strive to become a better person, how I have to keep on going. Yet right now I want to cry buckets of tears because I can. Although I will limit it cause it will make me eat the wrong things, shoot my bg's up just cause they can, forget to eat. Let alone do what must be done. Yet no one there to hold me while I cry No one to support me No one to love me as I am. No one to care if I am happy or whatever. No one there anymore. So I know this maybe a diatribe for others but its mine and how I feel right now. I dont want pity, sympathy or anything. I just want my Mom but she is passed on since 2001. So thus I have no one at all. Needless to say very lonely and such will be my life til I die. For now I have no trust in a man who one day decides that illegal drugs is better than me. And if you feel you dont want to or can be my friend anymore that is ok too. Just remember I always want the best for others despite what I am going thru now. __________________ May you walk in the shadow of the Great Spirit~To help others is a special gift we can either give or take~The more you give the more you receive~

November 8th, 2011, 12:16 PM	#9
Elusive Unicorn Member Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Utica,NY Posts: 806	aww {{{{{{{{{{Wolfie}}}}}}}}}} I will always be your friend. And I agree with you on the fact that nobody knows how you feel or what your are thinking. I myself hate when people tell me what I am thinking. They are always way off base. Right now I miss my grandma it realy me hard this year that I didnt get a a card on my brithday from her. The one thing I always got from her no matter where I lived. Even though its been a few years from her passing. I have so much going on right now that it made me relize just how much I miss her. __________________ Any and all typos I may make are in the name of science. My tests will be conclued when ever I get around to it.

November 9th, 2011, 10:58 AM	#10
Wolf_angel A survivor of chaos Join Date: Dec 2001 Location: Where my heart is Posts: 3,147	((((( Elusive Unicorn ))))) No worries sweet pea! I know you will have some days its ok and wham it hits you hard when you least expect it. Yet I try to remember the funny days and smiles of my Mom. That helps a lot. I am hoping to get a memory book made of my family. I just have to get my house done and etc right now. Husband moved out and finally I am working on things waiting to be done. Hugs __________________ May you walk in the shadow of the Great Spirit~To help others is a special gift we can either give or take~The more you give the more you receive~

July 25th, 2010, 07:07 AM	#2
LesbianfCkk Kimberly :) Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: New York Posts: 12	I'm so sorry for your lost I can't say I know what it's like to loose someone that way but i hope this doesn't come out offensive or anything I know the least thing you should be doing is discussing this with me but can I ask you what is it like ? that's never happened to me but i wonder what is it like ?

January 12th, 2011, 03:52 PM	#3
Lexi Member Join Date: Jan 2011 Posts: 15	What a tough time...I lost my Grandmother 5 years ago in febuary...We were very close as we did alot of crafts and sewing together...The holidays are still rough without her. May she rest in peace. My heart goes out to you Tupi!

January 16th, 2011, 11:10 PM	#5
Jennifer23 Jennifer23 Join Date: Dec 2010 Posts: 3,187	Yeah, you have to live each day like it's your last, Kim. That may sound negative, but it's true. Nobody knows when their time will come, so have fun!