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cookieart · June 3rd, 2004, 06:49 PM

That's fine with me Allie,let's make the room get busy again!

HeartFelt · June 8th, 2004, 11:18 AM

I don't know if anyone remembers me, OK Melynn, I know you do lol... but I just sat here and read, with interest, all the posts over the last couple of weeks. I have not really participated in WOW chats, except to see if anyone I knew was in. I wish with all my heart that TF had been able to do what it looks like you all are doing. I do understand that we all have different things going on and I, myself, had to go on a LOA. I am not posting this to stir up trouble again as it seems things have calmed down here LOL, I just wanted to say Good Luck in your chance. I hope someday TF will get the same one. I have tried to do my "own" thing, a grief and loss chat, but over the last month, every Tuesday, I sat there alone, except for a wanderer here and there and an invite for a friend to come and chat. The Grief and Loss chat we had at TF was incredible and we had incredible hosts.

That was what got me "hooked" on TF and saved me when I was sinking in a depression. I don't know if any of you remember LuckiTF, but she has become my adopted cyber mom (mine committed suicide in 89

I even tried to let people e-mail me if they were interested in joining my support chat, and I sit here right now during it with no one in there so I surf. I am so sad right now it's not even funny. Sad about what I had and lost. I wish I never went on LOA because maybe I could have done something to keep TF going. I seriously mean that. I will give my chat a couple more weeks before I give my "baby" up because I cannot watch it "die" no one to come and be a part of it. Then maybe I will close myself off from chat altogether.

I swear if I had one wish it would be to have TF and WOW back to how they were when I was hosting. Those were the days.

OK, now I get off my soapbox. I hope you all don't mistake my sadness for anger because it truly is not. TF was my FOC, they called it Family Of Choice. I don't know if you have it here but I wish with all my heart my FOC was still alive and well. OK so that's 2 wishes LOL.

I send out a HUGE HeartFelt hug to all of the family ((((((((((((((WOW,TF))))))))))))))) may time heal wounds and bring you back together. I know time has taken alot away but it sure looks like you are ready and raring to go. Good luck, my "sister" family.

HeartFelt aka UncleBuck aka Kevin

WOW, no pun intended lol.... did anyone fall asleep during this??

cookieart · June 8th, 2004, 11:48 AM

My condolences to you,I know what you are going through since my own brother committed suicide in 1999.
I've been posting alot it seems and no one seems interested in making this work.I was here last Sunday and only amc and I showed up.But.I won't give up,I'll try a few more Sundays,if nothing then I will give up for sure.Good luck to all and have a good summer.

susieB · June 8th, 2004, 03:59 PM

I came in Sunday night as well, but there was no one here. It was about 9:30 pm ET.....maybe I was too late? too early?

HeartFelt · June 8th, 2004, 04:39 PM

cookieart, thanks for your post. I also had a friend commit suicide in 96 so I am a "pro" at it, a pro I don't care to be. If you would ever like to come to my chat that I am hosting, e-mail me through the forum. I am giving it two more weeks and then I am done. I know ppl are hurting out there, I know I was and sometimes I still am and really could use the support. Especially suicide, being such a taboo in our society still. The pink elephant in the room. Thanks again and talk to you soon hopefully!!

HeartFelt

susieB · June 8th, 2004, 07:48 PM

{{{Heart felt}}} I dont think we have ever met, bet thank you for your post - I hope it helps someone in need of help...

HeartFelt · June 9th, 2004, 10:45 AM

(((((susieb)))) thanks hun for caring. I hope so too

brede · June 9th, 2004, 01:33 PM

Hi Heartfelt, it is nice to meet you. And I do understand about suicide on many different levels. There has been one person in every generation of my family (both sides) that has chosen suicide. Sometimes it doesn't feel like a choice. I am the one of this generation that is "most likely to" and I am still around. So I understand the urge from a very personal place. I am a master's level mental health counselor, who has worked with the "high risk" kid population for years. I am on disability now, so I'm around a lot. Email your site to me if you would like me to attend.

CAB220 · June 15th, 2004, 08:33 PM

Hi! Hi! Hi! ((( Everyone )))

I finally have my internet up and going again.. after a little over a year. I had kept in touch with a few people, not as many as I should have. I regret that. I regret alot of things in life. We can't change the past, but we certainly can control today. We must remember that people come into our lives and leave our lives for reason. Whatever that reason is.. its beyond me. I have made some good friends through WOW and I love each and every one of you! We have to cherish each moment because we never know what will/can happen. I was offline for personal reasons. I had to clear my head and my heart. I'm glad to be back online and I miss chatting in WS. I was just in there, and this is actually my first visit to the boards in a long time. I wanted to see what was happening. I see that alot of chatters has vanished again. I'm sure things will perk up again, it has before. If not, we have emails and the boards to keep in touch. Like I said, I regret not keeping in touch more, that was my fault. I'm just glad to be back with my cyber family. I have missed you all. I plan on returning to hosting soon. I still have some things to take care... life is busy. I just wanted to say "HI" to EVERYONE! I MISSED YOU ALL sooooo much!!! xoxoxoxo

WA114 · June 15th, 2004, 11:34 PM

{{{ cab }}}

I missed you. Glad you're back.

susieB · June 16th, 2004, 07:35 PM

{{{cabbie}}} I have thought of you often during your time offline, I hope things are better for you now. You sure sound like you are in a better place, and that is so good to hear. I am not in the room much anymore, but would sure love to chat! Hope to see you soon hun, and welcome back!!

sunflower · June 20th, 2004, 05:21 AM

Hi CAB220 Nice to see you again.

brede · June 20th, 2004, 07:59 PM

Heartfelt,

I've had a very difficult week, so you won't see me at your chat Tuesday. When is the next one?

HeartFelt · June 21st, 2004, 05:32 PM

brede, it's every Tuesday @ 10a.m. EST until 12noon. Please join us next Tuesday ok? Take care and hope to see you then!!

HF

WA114 · June 22nd, 2004, 09:44 AM

Hi, HeartFelt

Can you put the connection details (network, server, port) etc. here so I can try to make it as well?

Thanks and {{{ hugs }}}

June 3rd, 2004, 06:49 PM	#1606
cookieart You've got a friend ! Join Date: Nov 2001 Location: Delaware Posts: 142	Great That's fine with me Allie,let's make the room get busy again! __________________ Visiting Delaware??? Let me give you a tour!!!

June 8th, 2004, 11:48 AM	#1608
cookieart You've got a friend ! Join Date: Nov 2001 Location: Delaware Posts: 142	heartfelt My condolences to you,I know what you are going through since my own brother committed suicide in 1999. I've been posting alot it seems and no one seems interested in making this work.I was here last Sunday and only amc and I showed up.But.I won't give up,I'll try a few more Sundays,if nothing then I will give up for sure.Good luck to all and have a good summer. __________________ Visiting Delaware??? Let me give you a tour!!!

June 9th, 2004, 01:33 PM	#1613
brede my new motorcycle Join Date: Feb 2004 Location: Florida Posts: 574	Hi Heartfelt, it is nice to meet you. And I do understand about suicide on many different levels. There has been one person in every generation of my family (both sides) that has chosen suicide. Sometimes it doesn't feel like a choice. I am the one of this generation that is "most likely to" and I am still around. So I understand the urge from a very personal place. I am a master's level mental health counselor, who has worked with the "high risk" kid population for years. I am on disability now, so I'm around a lot. Email your site to me if you would like me to attend. __________________ I wanted to be a pirate, but I couldn't grow a beard and rum makes me giggle.

June 15th, 2004, 08:33 PM	#1614
CAB220 Registered User Join Date: Feb 2001 Posts: 141	Hi! Hi! Hi! ((( Everyone ))) I finally have my internet up and going again.. after a little over a year. I had kept in touch with a few people, not as many as I should have. I regret that. I regret alot of things in life. We can't change the past, but we certainly can control today. We must remember that people come into our lives and leave our lives for reason. Whatever that reason is.. its beyond me. I have made some good friends through WOW and I love each and every one of you! We have to cherish each moment because we never know what will/can happen. I was offline for personal reasons. I had to clear my head and my heart. I'm glad to be back online and I miss chatting in WS. I was just in there, and this is actually my first visit to the boards in a long time. I wanted to see what was happening. I see that alot of chatters has vanished again. I'm sure things will perk up again, it has before. If not, we have emails and the boards to keep in touch. Like I said, I regret not keeping in touch more, that was my fault. I'm just glad to be back with my cyber family. I have missed you all. I plan on returning to hosting soon. I still have some things to take care... life is busy. I just wanted to say "HI" to EVERYONE! I MISSED YOU ALL sooooo much!!! xoxoxoxo __________________ Laughter is just a song without words

June 15th, 2004, 11:34 PM	#1615
WA114 www.womensweb.ca Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: Canada Posts: 551	{{{ cab }}} I missed you. Glad you're back. __________________ There are 2 means of refuge from the miseries of life: music and cats. -- A.Schweitzer

June 8th, 2004, 11:18 AM	#1607
HeartFelt Registered User Join Date: Oct 2002 Posts: 7	I don't know if anyone remembers me, OK Melynn, I know you do lol... but I just sat here and read, with interest, all the posts over the last couple of weeks. I have not really participated in WOW chats, except to see if anyone I knew was in. I wish with all my heart that TF had been able to do what it looks like you all are doing. I do understand that we all have different things going on and I, myself, had to go on a LOA. I am not posting this to stir up trouble again as it seems things have calmed down here LOL, I just wanted to say Good Luck in your chance. I hope someday TF will get the same one. I have tried to do my "own" thing, a grief and loss chat, but over the last month, every Tuesday, I sat there alone, except for a wanderer here and there and an invite for a friend to come and chat. The Grief and Loss chat we had at TF was incredible and we had incredible hosts. That was what got me "hooked" on TF and saved me when I was sinking in a depression. I don't know if any of you remember LuckiTF, but she has become my adopted cyber mom (mine committed suicide in 89 I even tried to let people e-mail me if they were interested in joining my support chat, and I sit here right now during it with no one in there so I surf. I am so sad right now it's not even funny. Sad about what I had and lost. I wish I never went on LOA because maybe I could have done something to keep TF going. I seriously mean that. I will give my chat a couple more weeks before I give my "baby" up because I cannot watch it "die" no one to come and be a part of it. Then maybe I will close myself off from chat altogether. I swear if I had one wish it would be to have TF and WOW back to how they were when I was hosting. Those were the days. OK, now I get off my soapbox. I hope you all don't mistake my sadness for anger because it truly is not. TF was my FOC, they called it Family Of Choice. I don't know if you have it here but I wish with all my heart my FOC was still alive and well. OK so that's 2 wishes LOL. I send out a HUGE HeartFelt hug to all of the family ((((((((((((((WOW,TF))))))))))))))) may time heal wounds and bring you back together. I know time has taken alot away but it sure looks like you are ready and raring to go. Good luck, my "sister" family. HeartFelt aka UncleBuck aka Kevin WOW, no pun intended lol.... did anyone fall asleep during this??

June 8th, 2004, 03:59 PM	#1609
susieB Registered User Join Date: Oct 2003 Posts: 142	I came in Sunday night as well, but there was no one here. It was about 9:30 pm ET.....maybe I was too late? too early?

June 8th, 2004, 04:39 PM	#1610
HeartFelt Registered User Join Date: Oct 2002 Posts: 7	cookieart, thanks for your post. I also had a friend commit suicide in 96 so I am a "pro" at it, a pro I don't care to be. If you would ever like to come to my chat that I am hosting, e-mail me through the forum. I am giving it two more weeks and then I am done. I know ppl are hurting out there, I know I was and sometimes I still am and really could use the support. Especially suicide, being such a taboo in our society still. The pink elephant in the room. Thanks again and talk to you soon hopefully!! HeartFelt

June 8th, 2004, 07:48 PM	#1611
susieB Registered User Join Date: Oct 2003 Posts: 142	{{{Heart felt}}} I dont think we have ever met, bet thank you for your post - I hope it helps someone in need of help...

June 9th, 2004, 10:45 AM	#1612
HeartFelt Registered User Join Date: Oct 2002 Posts: 7	(((((susieb)))) thanks hun for caring. I hope so too

June 16th, 2004, 07:35 PM	#1616
susieB Registered User Join Date: Oct 2003 Posts: 142	{{{cabbie}}} I have thought of you often during your time offline, I hope things are better for you now. You sure sound like you are in a better place, and that is so good to hear. I am not in the room much anymore, but would sure love to chat! Hope to see you soon hun, and welcome back!!

June 20th, 2004, 05:21 AM	#1617
sunflower member Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: Ontario Posts: 226	Hi CAB220 Nice to see you again.

June 20th, 2004, 07:59 PM	#1618
brede my new motorcycle Join Date: Feb 2004 Location: Florida Posts: 574	Heartfelt, I've had a very difficult week, so you won't see me at your chat Tuesday. When is the next one? __________________ I wanted to be a pirate, but I couldn't grow a beard and rum makes me giggle.

June 21st, 2004, 05:32 PM	#1619
HeartFelt Registered User Join Date: Oct 2002 Posts: 7	brede, it's every Tuesday @ 10a.m. EST until 12noon. Please join us next Tuesday ok? Take care and hope to see you then!! HF

June 22nd, 2004, 09:44 AM	#1620
WA114 www.womensweb.ca Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: Canada Posts: 551	Hi, HeartFelt Can you put the connection details (network, server, port) etc. here so I can try to make it as well? Thanks and {{{ hugs }}} __________________ There are 2 means of refuge from the miseries of life: music and cats. -- A.Schweitzer