i was raped and i think my boyfriend at the time was there

back in 2008 my daugther was born 22 of dec and i celebrite her birthday on christimas and my than boyfriend told me he was comin and never did the broke in to my houes raped me in front of my dauther and robbed me and after my than boyfriend told me he wood be there waitin for me at the hospitail but i ask the officer to go check he was no wear to be find and he was at home to make a longer story shot i fill like he didnt care about what happened to me and soon after he as me for help as after that i moved into a hotel. i fill like he was not there for me a all the way he acted he left when the police got here it took him to long to come to my house and i just fail out of love with him he didnt help me he blame me for it and i am just tried so we are longer talking and he no longer wants me to call him. i have nigthmares they are worse and still scared and things.i watch my surrondings and it still there.in my mind he wast there when i needed him the most at the hospital and he wast there.

[crazymomma]

welcome to wow. There are a lot of caring women here to talk to. But I have been raped and can tell you the best thing you can do is get counseling and find a support group where you can talk freely about it and not be judged.

One other thing that is nice about wow is no one will judge you here.

last but most of not least you need to remember you didn't do anything wrong.

[IRISH_EYES_99]

Rape is never asked for. Hope you go for couseling. That will help you to face your future. You won't forget being raped, but you don't have to stay a victim. Get the couseling so that you can take steps. Take steps to help with the healing process. Good luck to you.