I did it!

Hello. I'm new here. I am 44 and just left my husband of 9 years because I am tired of living a double life. I was torn for some time, I do love him, but I need and have to have a woman in my life. We had a good marriage, travelled the world and enjoyed life. Something was always missing. When we first met I told him I had dated women as well. I met a nurse at work 4 years ago and we really hit it off, i felt like a school girl, she was like my first real girlfriend, I realized I was never really in love until I met her. we did become lovers. The intimacy we share is something to yell off the rooftop! It is absolutely amazing.She has been with me thru his tapping the phone, checking my texts and he eventually called her. I am not leaving my husband to be with her, I am leaving because I want to be able to live a open life loving and dating women, I must admit, I am a bit afraid ,however if I don't, I know I will forever be cruising or dating on the side. Wish me luck